HAS A THING FOR COFFEE, LIP PIERCINGS AND FRESHLY PAINTED ROOMS :D

20060730

when stupidity meets maths and handphone.

hmm, i wonder if i can only get into the mood to do my maths when i'm angry o_o anyway, i was asking bala for help over a maths question and we ended up all confused because a slight difference in our working that caused us to debate over who is correct, in which out of frustration bala drew some colourful squiggly stuff over msn haha. so, i decided to sms the great maths teacher in hope that he could enlighten us.

me: er, one qn, is (-a-2)^2 equal to (-(a+2))^2 or -(a+2)^2? first one or second one? I think my problem lies here.
(i almost died trying to type the exact thing out, it was so troublesome to switch between number and symbol mode! notice that i even made it easier for mr lim by asking him to reply me whether it was the FIRST or SECOND. and then..)

Mr Lim: (-a-2)^2 is equal to (-(a+2))^2 equal to (a+2)^2.

me: thanks, you shouldn't have gone to the trouble of typing the whole thing out in symbols and numbers though, cause it was really hard for me when i did it haha.

Mr Lim: I used forward. Haha..

*bangs head/throws pencil/whacks computer/rolls on floor*

and then bala had to rub it in.
'HAHAHAHAHAHA. you see that's why HE'S the teacher and YOU'RE the student.'

OKAY I GET YOUR POINT! *bangs head somemore*

edit://and then when kai meets english and numbers..
KAI: WAN TSUU TSUUII FUUOOO!!! *bangs drums*

oh, what entertainment XD

20060729

the murder's TV

i really, really, want to leave.

i am sick and tired. you make things so difficult i am positive that i will drive myself crazy living like this. i will slap you so bad till you bleed then tie you up and lock you in the storeroom, throw you maggots for dinner then run away.

and in time like these, none of you were there. none. no reply, no nothing. and then when things are better you all come back with excuses like you all were busy with something else yada yada or go 'oh why didn't you come to me and tell me about it? i'm here for you'

AHHHH BULLSHIT. TAKE THIS,_|_

i've been through this so many times to know better till i don't want to bother myself going to you all. it's not like i expect to be cheered up or something. but even whenever i try, no one's there in the first place. EVERY, SINGLE, DAMNED, TIME IT'S LIKE THIS.

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHERE THE HELL YOU ALL HAVE GONE OR HAVE BEEN DOING. NO FUCKING REPLY AT ALL EVEN THE NEXT DAY. HANDPHONE DROP INTO TOILET BOWL IS IT?! OH YAY NO WONDER, GOOD EXCUSE. I FORGIVE YOU THIS TIME ROUND, LAH. LOVEEEEE. *heart*

and then there are those that i don't even bother going to. i don't have to try, i just KNOW it won't work out. that's the thing with all of you. i don't want to waste my time whining and wasting YOUR time when you don't care, so i shall just handle it all by myself yay? or maybe i should say it's all my fault. MY FAULT. wrong timing, so sorry. you all are there for me always, just that so happen you were too busy with your own thing lah. then it's also all my fault cause i'm kicking up a big fuss about my own problems being all emo. okay so good lah we all know, i'm wrong to have emo times and expect someone to be there for me when i really cannot take it anymore. after all, everyone has problems but they shouldn't go around whining about it right? true.

excuse me, i'd probably have like 38695 more problems than all of you, and i can always handle it perfectly by myself by shutting up. i don't have to solve my problems. i just don't need all the excuses and bullshit, and people to play the vanishing game with me. i go back to an empty house and stare at 4 walls everyday, please. i can take it better than how all of you do.

i hate using this space as a venting outlet. NAW.

so when you know i've gone off to my own world, don't call me back okay? i have gone to make myself merry.

so sing to myself
'cause no one's there
and when i'm angry
i can always smash
some sandcastles,
always.

20060725

you could roll your eyes and pretend to look disinterested, or really amused.

AYE COME ON LAH, WHAT IS THIS?!?! *hand sign/roll eyes*

I'M BORED D:

i seriously want to change my name lol, then i can pretend that i'm charlene's twin from *insert country here* and i don't know you all!

i don't know if this is just pure boredom or just me being really restless.

i kind of like the things the way they are now. hold on, give me one minute and i'll tell you the exact opposite.

i know lots of stuff but i simply can't be bothered.

i don't really like things the way they are now? it bores me. i know it's really tiring for people to keep up with me, i speed up and slow down way too fast for you to understand. then again, i don't understand myself and i don't know why i do the things the way i do them.

how to save up 600 bucks in 2 months huh huh huh?!

1) try robbing a bank
2) whine to your parents till they slap you on the face
3) laugh hysterically and convince people you're really mad, then demand money.
4) pathetically scrimp and save every cent you've got
5) WORK LAH DUH.

if i were on drugs then it's option 1 for me. if i were really desperate, then it's option 2. if i'm feeling high, i'll pick option 3. if i were really smart then i'll do option 4. if i were a little more level-headed than usual then of course option 5.

NO REALLY, I NEED 600 BUCKS! AND HMPH DON'T TELL YOU THE REASON WHY. *pulls a face and runs off*

my brain is seriously fncked up, no?

GO AWAY ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!

20060724

&nobody knows, nobody judges, nobody goes.

it's been 3 and a half years; in it there was 2 long years of waiting, 4 and a half months of bliss, and the rest was just struggles like any other in my life. altogether it's 9 years and still counting. right now, it's one year on, and i can safely say that this chapter of my life has now closed, will never be opened again, and a new chapter awaits to begin. for once i feel alright and ever ready for anything else that wishes to hit me in the face again. oh the emo-ness i must let out. we'll see in september aye.

woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.

if only my parents would just leave me alone and stop treating me like i owe them something in my life before, it'll be much appreciated. would rather not talk about it though it affects me constantly throughout the days. screw you lah ever since that bloody talk the reigns have been pulled so much tighter. i don't understand what i just typed so whatever.

hmm, felt somewhat wierd today, and wanted to study and do some work but i've come to terms that my brain simply cannot do work in the day, so shall leave whatever maths worksheet for the night.

couldn't shrug off what was bothering me, so i spent the day trying all means to make myself happy. like:

1) figuring how to play 'hit the road, jack' n00b version on the piano! did it in less than half an hour, and it's pretty good, considering that i've never heard the original song before but i could still get my mom humming to what i was playing lol. now i shall patiently wait for the inspiration that allows my fingers to magically press the right strings on the guitar haha. but all that in one hour plus, still wasn't enough to make me satisfied.

2) so i went to the kitchen and got myself some oreo cookies and ate by the sink. was good but the oreos left my teeth black and i couldn't get rid of the black bits stuck in my teeth no matter how much water i tried to drown myself in. couldn't be bothered so i went back to my room

3) and played with photoshop. made me a wee bit happier, making icons (: once i start i simply cannot stop! until my dad came in and shouted at me, as if i was smoking or something O_O brought the damn mood down again.

4) so i searched for THESE! they were silly enough to make me NYappy. i shall share the love! (although i'm sure no one wants it anyway pfffftt. nevermind i can have them all to myselffu!)

i love his rainbow hair and shades lol! and he's behaving like he's on drugs or something, or maybe he forgot to take his medicine to keep him calm haha XD can't stop saying that his head hurts. awww if he actually rolled around too much in that roller chair and FELL OFF, i would laugh my ass off there and then bwaha XD everyone needs a miyavi on a down day yey? YEY.

lmao and then there's 26 seconds of Gazette being silly (somewhat, sillier than usual lol)! from left, aoi, reita, ruki, kai & uruha.

lol they're doing their YEY thingy! XD ruki starts with 'we're gazette' and then kai and uruha go 'YEY!' 'YEY!' and then a few seconds later aoi responds, 'YEY!' XD

LOL DELAYED/SLOW RESPONSE ARE SO COOL LUH, YOU SEE. ^^b

aoi wasn't paying attention! then ruki goes on saying something else, and uruha (being high) and kai (especially HIGH) goes 'YEY!' 'YEY!' in agreement again. then after a while ruki goes on to his NEXT sentence, and then aoi suddenly goes 'YEY! aa, souka.' (YEY! oh, right.) XDDDD omfg that was like 10 seconds late or something LOL! and they all laugh and ruki says 'sumimasen deshita' (sorry about that). bah so kai continues to be the dork he is, and reita through it all was just [... ... ...] as usual, like 'WHATEVER' LMAO XD ah, cool as always ^^

sigh, left me contented and i proceeded to finish 5 questions of my maths homework (:

i am going to get gazette's MRD dvd so i will starve myself to save up enough moneyyy! hoho. SHITTTE.

20060723

who says nothing rhymes with orange?

i know you exist but i prefer to pretend that you don't. *waits a while* okay ignore me! hmm, i'm hungry :3

I LIKE IT WIERD! (:

bah, i now proclaim this as the best version of the happy birthday song ever XD now if only i can get miyavi to sing me this on my birthday zomfg *drool* yah lah, say i wierd say or he can't sing, whatever. i have a thing for raspy voiced, dorky (plus wierd) rockers. NEHNEHNEH! i love the way he went 'SHIITTT' at the end XD oh the spastic hand actions too!

and SORRY LUH, i forgot to mention that i love orange range, because they're the best band there is! REALLY, EVERYONE LOVES THEM MWAHAHA. why love them? cause:

1) they're an okinawa-based band
2) with a high vox, mid vox and low vox
3) and are absolutely spastic when required.
4) love putting in bikini babes at the beach for their videos!
5) does rock (:

katchan the drummer was my favourite member till he left the group last july. makes me sad when i think about it. anyway they're music is so lively and they makes things so fun! onegai senorita is my fave song and it's the most hilarious music video everrrr! i will show you why :D

yayyay.

stbfuupftid, they're not calling me down to collect my myv dvd, please please let it arrive faster! and gah, i hope they return me my japanese test tomorrow so that if i get 90% and above, i shall rewarding myself with a gazette concert dvd XD actually, not really the case. ANYHOW, i secretly decided to get myself the gazette dvd whether or not i get 90%. if i do, i will find a way to get my dad to sponsor me some cash instead mwehehe. *plots evil plan* HEH.

for now, i am going to cry because i cannot do maths! *slams head on table*

20060721

blacklights

was cool, left me with a manly voice, a dry throat, half-deaf, and a tired mind.

wasn't that bad, and wasn't that fantastic. the turn-out was pretty pathetic, but who cares, the show still has to go on right. we did a lot of jumping, screaming/shouting, clapping and swaying. went really high till some crazy people started to ram into people who banged into other people who knocked into us. got pushed around quite a bit by those crazy dudes who threw themselves around. whether or not they wanna eat our tofu i don't know LOL XD the bands were not bad overall, especially the last band which were really rock. but by then we felt kinda tired (hello we ran like 2.4km in the morning!) so we just went off to one side to laze off.

then again, next time they should really consider hiring the whole bunch of us if they need a group of people to warm the people up and bring up the mood. without us, the crowd was nothing, with an exception of a few crazy moshers who were just, really rowdy and yeah, crazy. HAHAHA XD

but above all, i still love my darling jrock bands the best, and someday i will find a way to go to their concerts and watch them live even if it means going deaf after that. :D yeyyey.

wanted to learn to play 'hit the road, jack' like how miyavi did in a video. haven't heard the original song though. but then after searching the tabs online, looking it up in my chord book, then comparing them with the fingering placings with that of how miyavi played his version, WTF LUH it didn't match! so i was left struggling, 'cause i suck so much i had no idea how to figure out the exact chords that he played. (yes, i only want to play it like myv does; can't be bothered about the original version) i stared and wanted to cry at my chord book, because i can't bar chords for nuts! and those chords didn't match the ones that myv played, so i got really fed up, and gave up. WTF i got so demoralised after that cause i still can't find anything that i'm good at, or something that i really like and serious about doing. so far it's only been jmusic, graphic-designing, and learning japanese, however i have my constant ups and downs. gawd my interests really die off fast and i hate it. so many interest booms that comes as fast as it goes.

okay i'm getting emo and whiney now 'cause i'm really tired. i shall hit the sack.

20060717

i'm back from school and the clock reads 2:15pm!

what a miracle. but it's so wasted lah. today was like the ONLY day i woke up really refreshed and wide-eyed. omg i actually brushed my teeth with my eyes OPEN! and i went to school still feeling hyper XD and what happened? just when i thought i would have the energy to concentrate in class for the whole day FOR THE FIRST TIME, the whole cohort had suspension lah. (technically, according to kumaran)

no lessons today, no chemistry make up, no japanese, no nothing. just slacked around in school listening to the teacher's preaching and counsilling. did like 39878401 reflection sheets in a few hours. argh i will never get another day like this! wah lao, my awake-ness will wear off by tomorrow then i can't concentrate again T-T and then there'll be like 20837452 make up lessons just because of today and then blah i'll be sleeping through them.

but i thought the whole thing was ridiculous and blown out of porportion. like omg the teachers actually accompanied us to the washroom, made us have our break in class, and minimal talking was allowed. on one hand it was really funny to me, the other hand they made things so solemn and everything. gawd, i mean you're keeping some of my friends in there and i doubt they have any bad intentions please.

ah whatever, i'm going to do social studies, then go play with photoshop. i've been really mad nowadays, whenever i'm obsessed, i just make icons/graphics non stop, and i can't get enough of it.

wednesday is racial harmony day plus class photo taking day! i wonder if we're all gonna take our class photos in our traditional costumes, it would be very special lol (:

HAHA, HAH, HA I LOVE REITAAAA!!! OMG I ALWAYS GET ATTRACTED TO MYSTERIOUS COOL PEOPLE XD (okay i know, beatrice hates me for that LMAO) kthxbye.

(this post has no jrock spams! awww ): )

20060715

a somewhat normal entry after a long time.

first off, i am going to exclaim.

THE STUPID BUTTON ON MY TABLET THAT IS MEANT TO MAKE SCROLLING UP AND DOWN EASIER HAS OFFICIALLY DIED (NOT WORKING) AND I AM DAMN RIGHT FRUSTRATED CAUSE I NEVER LIKED RUNNING MY FINGERS OVER THE DUMB MOUSE PAD TO INCH THE STUPID CURSOR TO THE TINY SCROLLBAR AT THE SIDE OF THE SCREEN AND MOVE IT UP AND DOWN. IT IS SO TROUBLESOME, BEING THE LAZY ASS I AM.

okay, so on to what happened in my day, which i realised that i haven't been talking much about yay.

went to school at 8 plus for the open house, sat around and watch beatrice draw the dehydrated mongoose that was suppose to represent our class. then hung around doing nothing, or rather i forgot what i did. not much people turned up at the open house, was such a drag. like most of the performances were presented to thin air, how pathetic. then there was a performance by eugene and ahmad and two other members on the bass and drums. they were really good and they just had to perform right before us eh. set the standard so high. attracted alot of audience too, no surprise because they did do a pretty good job.

i started to freak out and panic, because gawd they've been playing for like what, years? and we only formed the band like what, in less than two weeks. some n00b band we are. eran dropped his guitar on the floor cause the strap gave way and it hit the ground with a disturbing sound. the poor guitar's paint had chipped off (it was pretty bad) and i just stared like O__O because it could have happened to me, after all brandon had warned me that the strap on his wasn't good and would give way any time. i was more concerned about dropping the guitar than the remembering what chords i was supposed to play actually.

when it was time for us to perform, my hands were shaking so bad. then i couldn't get the amp to produce the sound of the guitar at all. eugene and ahmad helped, and i just stood there quite frozen because, i don't really know why, my brain wasn't functioning then. so they changed my guitar, and asked me to use ahmad's thinking it was the guitar problem. but there was still no sound. if only i plugged the guitar and the amp worked alright i wouldn't have been so nervous instead of shifting my foot here and there waiting for the thing to work. i was stepping and tripping over wires and stuff, i hoped that no one noticed. eugene changed the wires in the end, and it worked alright. but since the technical problem took some time to fix i just used ahmad's one to play in the end. (he had a cool and really light guitar!)

my fingers shivered like shit until like after the second chorus then i started to play alright, and before i knew it, the performance was over. so yeah, i can't remember much about it, i didn't even look to see who was watching us and all. (told you my brain wasn't really functioning)

after the performance i asked people how we did, and they said that they couldn't hear us. i don't know if they were referring to 'can't hear my guitar part' or 'can't hear the singing' but it went not bad lah, except that eastina forgot to go over to the keyboard to play the solo part, but she fixed it quick XD please don't ask me how the performance went ever again because i really have no idea, but according to what i vaguely remember, it went pretty alright? no major screw ups, but wasn't that good either cause the band that played before us made me feel like a loser. gawd it was just a small performance but i got so uptight. i have a problem with my nerves even over the smallest things, and am still trying to cure it. LOL.

then it was really hot and my brain really shut down so i went to the canteen to cool off with beatrice, talked about cool stuffs (: hung around and played the piano a bit then went to meet my parents who insisted that i sit down with them as they talk to my maths teacher. don't really wanna dwell much about it. i mean, i had 3 adults staring at me and my mouth and brain just couldn't connect and i was having gastrics so i just said 'i don't know' most of the time. at some point i really wanted to cry cause they (the two, not the one) were being such hypocrites and i just couldn't stand it trying to act all cool there. ah, nevermind.

i don't know how to tell brandon 'i didn't use your guitar to play in the end' though he lent it to me for a week. but if he reads this then oh well. it was seriously a last minute thing. eugene told me at the end that the guitar had no problem just that it was the wires. if i had known it was the wires, i wouldn't have changed the guitar. eh but it's like very wasted lah and i feel bad. but on a positive side, AT LEAST YOU WON'T HAVE YOUR GUITAR'S FIRST 'GIG' STOLEN FROM YOU :D

pfffttt, such a long entry. i am going to do my maths hw now since it pleases my dad. (whatever) but before that how can i not have a daily dosages of miyavi? :D

HOT LIKE WTF. MY GUITAR GOD (:

20060710

ANTI POP, don't hesitate and go!

MY LOVE *_* (omg i love you so so bad!)

MAKES ME CRY SO BAD EVERYTIME T-T (sakito & miyavi nooo!)

oh yeah, that day i was listening to Anti Pop by Gazette on my mp3, and there was a part of the lyrics which i hadn't paid much attention to because it went really fast and was somewhere in the intro part before the song started. it went like :

'say something outrageous,'
'DIRTY FUCKERRRRRR!!!'

and then i burst out laughing like a stupid mofo in the car and my dad was like O_O then there were a couple more fucks inserted in the song that really made no sense. i don't think they know the exact meaning of what they're writing but still, they never fail to amuse me with their english lyrics bwaha XD okay, maybe just that song lah (:

I GOT MY SHOXX MAG TODAYYYYY!!! *foams at mouth upon seeing the glorious pics* okay now STOP thinking i'm wierd :D

20060709

i more spam XD

YUSS MY AUGUST ISSUE OF SHOXX HAS ARRIVED YATTAAA~!!! XD shall collect it asap, wonder who's gonna be featured inside this issue XD

like my title says, MORE ~~SPASMS~~ SPAMS!!! JROCK SPAMMAGE IS HEALTHY XD GIVES YOU ENERGY! okay okay i shaddap =X

ALICE NINE WHOOOO!!! OMG THEIR LIVE PERFORMANCE MAKES ME WANNA GET THEIR DVD SO SO SO MUCH BUT I AM SO BROKE! I AM GOING TO A CORNER AND SULK. OMG THIS VIDEO HAS FANSERVICE IN IT. WE ALL LOVE FANSERVICE DON'T WE! SHOUxHIROTO IS TOTAL HOTNESS! OH SHIT OR WAS IT SHOUxSAGA? (too bad the quality isn't good enough to see what they exactly did, but i can roughly make it out XD) HAHAHAHA SHOU SOUNDS SO GOOD LIVE LAH. AND I LOVE IT WHEN THEY WALK BACK AND FORTH FROM THE RIGHT TO THE LEFT OF THE STAGE NON STOP DURING THE ERRR, WHEN THEY PLAY I MEAN XD AND OMG 7 MINUTES OF HEAD BANGING QUICK EVERYBODY BANG BANG BANG!!! (sounds wrong lol)

okay i seriously need to stop doing the caps thing XD omg i found the live performance of seija no parade! it's like, a really really nice rock song! hiroto's actually singing in here ahhhhh!!! *foams* and why is saga so cool with the bass huh huh huh?! XD lol shou sounds so good live (must be the second time i'm saying this) and i love it when he starts getting a little bit too high and does this KARATE/TAICHI/KUNGFU action thingys on his platform IT'S SO SPASTIC HAHAHA. SHOU HAS LIKE THE CUTEST CROOKED TEETH EVERRRR! and ohmigawd! hiroto's guitar solo here owns. he looks so puny yet he looks so pro doing it EEEEEEEEYAHHHH!!! i'm in love! XD

eh then stop a bit, cause next up is GAZETTE! XDDD haha it's the video for their song COCKROACH lol. they always come up with the most interesting english song titles x) hahhaha highlights of the video! [note to self] at 1:00 mins i love it when kai dropped/threw his drumsticks onto the floor and the rest took off their instruments and stopped playing. lol i was like 'WAH?? O_O STOP PLAYING ALREADY?' hahah but then they continued later XD omfg uruha, aoi kai and reita look so darn smexy in the vid! reita's like a master at the bass O_O and ruki is just plain scary in there. i love the thing drawn on his neck though, if it's a tattoo, it must be the coolest ever! XD then around 4:oo mins they do the HEADBANGY THING! omg i have a fetish for headbanging XD omg the way their heads go up and down is absolute love! MOSH MOSH MOSH!!! XD omg wait till you see their 666 video O_O

and ahmygaw! SHADOW VI II I! XD i love the way they're playing with their backs facing us. and HOLY SHIT REITA'S BASS SOLO IS FUCKING AWESOME I SWEAR. and then at the end their song suddenly goes into some acoustic latin kinda style, and then BAM! they're all playing together at the last part *swoon!* ahhhhhh. omg reita is so good at bass, just so so good x)

SILLY GOD DISCO BY GAZETTE. WOI! REITA'S BASS GUITAR IS SO PRETTY! and uruha looks so sexy and seductive in there, showing off his thighs XD HAHAHA. his hair so fluffy me wanna touch! and that poor lady in the video, she looks like she's eating a lot of disgusting stuffs, but who cares when she has like FIVE HOT GUYS FEEDING HER LAH.

BAHHHHH!!! ALICE NINE IN SCHOOL UNIFORMS ARE SO HOT THAT THEY MAKE ME NOSEBLEED *_* OMG OMG OMG *hyperventilates* ahh i love the part where tora, hiroto and saga stands together and start swing from left to right left to right XDDD so bloody cute! and tora has cute crooked teeth! why do all of them have nice crooked teeth while mine is crooked in such an ugly way?! tora's guitar solo is seh. i swear shou secretly likes my hiroto! why does he keep hugging him? T-T neh neh i should be the one ne. so self-explainatory. ALICE NINE + UNIFORMS = HOT + NOSEBLEED

omg so much more alice nine than gazette XD i must seriously stop. but then THERE'S MY FAVE ALICE NINE SONG PERFORMED LIVE OMFFFFGGGGG!!! the song is like, simply ALIVE. watch the heads! bounce bounce bounce bounce, BANG BANG BANG BANG! MOSHHHH! MOSSSHHHHH!!! tora's solo! O_O and shou should seriosuly stop spinning around, he's getting dizzy XDDDD HEADBANG PEOPLE IT'S THE HEADBANG!!!

in case y'all don't know, the only reason for this post is because i'm somewhat moody. nothing to do with the rain today though, i actually love it. anyway, i love my LJ! i need to start blogging properly and having normal entries. out.

20060707

less haste, more speed

today hasn't been a very good day in general. i am totally drained out and somewhat upset, thus i am going to heal myself by going off to drown myself in MIYAVIZM and basically anything else that is loud and has hysterical shrieking. bye.

20060705

hanging at the edge.

i've been having gastrics every single day for a long time now, and it's killing me. plus, i skipped japanese class today, though i promised myself that i will NEVER EVER do it again. i will go repent now.

miyavi's new single is out today. miyavi's hair is like really short now ): but he's still so hot, just that he looks more emo lol. miyavi has really messy handwriting which i think is absolutely cute. i must must must get my hands on the mp3.

and you may all ignore me and whatever comes next cause it prolly wont make sense to you why this is here XD (nothing personal though, for one thing)

元気してっかー？

寂しかったかー？

ごめんな可愛い仔雅ちゃん
この夏は溶けちまうくらい愛してやんぜ

愛してくれ、愛してるから。
Selfish love.

／パツキンみやび様

TRANSLATION: (credit masakarasu)

Doing well?

Were you lonely?

I'm sorry, my sweet ko-Miyavi-chan
I love you so much this summer melts away.

Love me, because I love you.
Selfish love.

／Blond Miyabi-sama

GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! OMG I LOVE YOU BACK SO MUCH TOO! :3 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT THIS SUMMER HEAT HAS JUST BEEN MADE BEARABLE NAAAA~

hahaha omgomg i feel myself drowning in ecstasy right now so much so that the only thing i can think of doing now is to just CRY XD 愛してるよ～!!! oT-To ;;

20060701

MORE GOODIES

IT'S 1:38AM IN THE NIGHT AND I AM GOING TO TYPE EVERYTHING IN CAPS BECAUSE I'M MUCH TOO HIGH RIGHT NOW!!!

OMG I WISH I WAS AT GAZETTE'S CONCERT SO SO BADLY BECAUSE WHAT CAN BE BETTER THAN THE GREAT MUSIC, HOT GUYS AND ALL THE SIMPLY FLASHY LIGHTS? I HAVE DECIDED TO LOVE ALL OF GAZETTE EQUALLY HAHA. KAI IS JUST TOO CUTE, AOI WITH HIS KILLER GUITAR SKILLS, URUHA THE PRETTY BOY, REITA SO MYSTERIOUS I LIKE SO MUCH, AND THAT LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT RUKI'S VOICE THAT MAKES HIM SO HOT. AND MWAHA! THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS FROM THEM PERFORMED LIVE AND AHHHHHH!!! IT'S JUST GREAT WHOOOOOO!!!

AND WHAT ELSE DO WE HAVE HERE? OMG IT'S AN CAFE!!! I SWEAR THIS IS LIKE MY FAVOURITE NEW SONG BESIDES NYAPPY IN THE WORLD BECAUSE KANON LOOKS ABSOLUTELY SPASTIC IN THE VIDEO WEARING HIS POLICE DOG COSTUME WHAT A NUT! BUT WHEN HE PLAYS HIS BASS HE IS LIKE FUCKING HOT OR WHAT. AND AND AND YES, ALL FOUR OF THEM ARE GUYS, AND I LOVE THEM TO BITS FOR BEING AN CAFE AND BEING JUST THE WAY THEY ARE LIKE THAT!!! OMG SO ADDICTED TO THIS SONG LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! KANON!!!

OMG AND ANOTHER NEW AN CAFE SONG!!! WHICH FEATURES SO MUCH OF KANON! KANON BEING A NERD HAHA HAHA HAHAHA WHAT A HOT NERDDD!!! *LOVE LOVE LOVE* NENENE AND I HAVEN'T EVEN GOT TO GAZETTE'S SILLY GOD DISCO PV!

AND OH MY GAW! ALICE NINE IS LIKE FUCKING HOT IN THIS VIDEO YET ANOTHER FAVOURITE SONG! OMG I LOVE HIROTO XD MOSH MOSH MOSH LET'S ALL DO THE HEADBANGING THINGY WHOOOOO!!!

AND NOW I AM OFF TO GO TO SLEEP AND MEET MIYAVI IN MY DREAMS HAHA, HAHA, HAHAHAHA!!! I AM SO OBSESSED I SHOULD BE ON MEDICATION. I AM SO GOING TO SPEND MONEY. MIYAVI WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEEEE!!! NYEHEHEH~